Thursday, January 26, 2012

Thanks for the lift

I don't know why but it's been a rough couple of weeks for me emotionally I just have felt drained and it's been really hard to keep my goals of being upbeat and positive. However, I'm doing much much better and I appreciate all those in my life who helped me to feel better by sharing your love, compassion and healing energy. I feel like I'm rearing to go again and that's good because I'm going to need it I discovered that when I'm more upbeat my shifts at work go better and I'm way more productive. I really appreciate the innocence of my nieces Lexus and Kaylee they really did help me to smile again they are so adorable and lovable. They know how to bring back the sunshine when I just see clouds so I'm glad for that. I'm glad to know who my friends are and I'm glad to know who I can count on and trust and who I can't. Hard lessons learned that sometimes you can't trust the people that you think you should be able to. Damian's been wonderful as well reminding me to have faith and trust in Heavenly Father as he's asking us to take another faith walk or in this case leap of faith as it's quite a jump but we're going to do it we know that we won't fall that it will be okay. Anyway I appreciate the love that has been surrounding me so I can get to feeling good again and I can now have the energy to continue my life's journey and to pay it forward again too.

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